Sunday morning greeting

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Good morning, good morning, I hope you're having a good day. My Sunday has started out well, I feel rested and energized in and I might actually get my exercise done in a little while instead of postponing it throughout the day. I did that yesterday and surprise, I did not get my exercise done! It seems I am the kind of person who has to get my chores done in the morning or they will not be done at all because once my ass is glued to the chair,  that's it.

 I am really struggling with the diet, mainly because I eat out of boredom so I have to find some way to occupy myself instead of eating snacks and lots of things that are really bad for me. I'm going to start writing articles and blog entries more so that's one thing to keep me off the streets lol. I'm also trying to find a way to make my videos more exciting and for those of you who are not subscribed to my channel on YouTube, here is the URL: http://youtube.com/user/ gttlrs.

My videos are mainly about anxiety and depression but there are also just regular diary entries and some fun stuff so check it out. I better get going and get my exercise done as my ass already feels really comfortable in this chair.

Bye bye.

Casey Anthony trial .. and my diet LOL

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Day 5 of the Casey Anthony jury selection and things seem to have sped up a little bit. I can't believe they spent 3 hours questioning ONE potential juror yesterday! By that speed the trial won't happen until 2014.
I couldn't sit through all of it today (I did yesterday) because honestly it's kind of rough to watch.. but I will definitely be watching the trial when it begins. By the way, I think Judge Perry is doing an excellent job.

It's been a weird day for me. I woke up - once again - at 6.30 AM and got up, was up for a few hours, then went to bed and slept until almost 3 PM !! How is that even possible after having slept the entire night? Weird. Now it's almost 10:30 in the evening here in Denmark and I am starting to feel sleepy again.

I am trying to keep up with my new diet, trying not to eat the wrong things and it's so difficult. I find that if I can't eat at night, I get really restless and don't know what to do with myself. I eat out of boredom for sure. I bought chewing gum today cos I thought it might help to have something in my mouth and it did help a bit but it also makes me hungry!!

Right. Sleepy time. Goodnight all :-)

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A dangerous place

   Okay I'm back home after having spent some days in the company of my kid. I'm back home. Back here..sitting alone in my chair, listening to the silence and wondering what to do with myself. This is always the case when I come back. Now what? For those of you who are unaware of it, I am a noncustodial mum, some people call it 'weekend mum' but I despise that title - I am a mum 24/7. I have good days and bad, admittedly mostly bad at the moment because I find myself somewhat isolated.

Sitting in an empty room is a bad place to be for someone like me who is inclined to become dramatic and hopeless; there's nobody on which to vent or lean my tired head. Danger, danger, big red danger sign for me. I need to vent, I need to cry and to have someone listen. I guess I am no different from anybody else in that regard.

Tonight is a bad night, anxiety ridden, ugly. No wonder I eat myself into oblivion. There's another thing I must stop. Comforting with food. But hey, when thoughts hurt.. and all that.

Over and out for tonight.

I made it ! I can smile now !

I gathered all my brave genes and went to the dentist today. Unfortunately they made me wait so I got more and more nervous as the minutes ticked away. Then a nice looking lady said my name and I followed her into the depths of Hell. Okay, it wasn't that bad. Actually my dentist was very non-talkative today.. I am guessing it's because it was right before lunchtime and she couldn't wait to get out of there! I heard her stomach roar quite a bit.

Anyway, she said 'So you chipped a tooth'? I said ' Yes I bit down on something hard' and she said 'Let's take a look'. And then she proceeded to fix it. It took her 15 minutes and I didn't feel a thing. The weird thing was that she didn't check for cavities and she didn't send me to the special 'Why don't you floss properly-lady'. What's that about? I believe.. this is just my suspicion.. that the whole dentist office has given up on me because I keep cancelling appointments due to my anxiety. So now they just figure 'Let her teeth rot, who cares'.

It's just a guess, of course. They might care. In any case I am so glad this is fixed and I can now smile very widely and talk freely again. I have been so terribly self-conscious during the past two weeks because I couldn't open my mouth without someone pointing out to me that my tooth looked funny.

I am one brave woman.

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Floss!

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It's very important to floss. Trust me, I've now gone a couple of weeks without having bleeding gums and it really is a good feeling. I've also been using mouthwash and have brushed my teeth more often. Not that I was a pig about my dental hygiene before.. but I am better now.

It is, of course, out of total terror that I have started cleaning my teeth religiously. I chipped a tooth a couple of weeks ago and instead of making an urgent phone call to the dentist's office, I decided to keep my mouth shut for a while and fix my gum problems.

You see, my dentist has been telling me to floss more and I hadn't done it. I was way too ashamed to go back to the office and face the music. Or her wrath, more like it. So I said to myself  'F*** it, I am gonna fix my gums first'. So now I might stand a chance of not being yelled at.

My appointment is tomorrow at 12. I think I will make it through okay.

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Let's make one thing clear..

My Elvis hair-do.

I am an idiot. No really. I once had a rather successful blog here on Blogger and I one day decided - in all my foolishness - to close it down. I did it hardcore style, no back-up or anything. Then I made another one. And another one. Closed those too due to lack of readers. Naturally my reader base disappeared totally after a while but I still have itchy fingers, I have thoughts and feelings that need to come out. So I am opening up this new place and I am not even going to ask people to join and read my posts. That's right, just gonna write for me and try not to care about the number of readers, if any. This can be like my diary..

So welcome! Me :-)

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